Buzznet: All Media by paraparkplan

Did my hair make me who I am??

paraparkplan — 2008-08-31T04:56:00Z

Im just wondering this,
A lot of people used to talk to me when I had my hair long, and
ever since i cut it, less people have been talking to me,
i just dont understand why. Did the hair make me who I am??

Thennn to this

haha,
what you no like short hair XD!!.
Well at least i know who my real friends are haaha.

LOVE??

paraparkplan — 2008-08-30T07:59:00Z

Ive had that feeling once. I can tell you that by far, it is the most amazing thing ive ever felt emotionally. Whenever I think of that person, my heart literally skips a beat, they're the fire inside my heart that burns hard when the night comes along and i lay my head down and close my eyes and i can still hear their voice inside my head. Even though our talks were short, I feel as if i am talkin to you forever. When I am apart from you, I still feel as if you are right beside me. I write music, inspiration from the voice that comes from you, the words you speak are my heaven. Even though we fight, I still love you immensely. As we go our separate ways this day, i hope one day our paths will cross and we will be walking together. Words can never completely express the warmth you make me feel, the smile you make on my face. Whenever I wake up, i see the sun and somehow it reminds me of you, maybe because the sun is so warm, but the warmth you give me can never compare to anything else. Id go to bed each night thinking of when id find my other half, and the day we met, was a day id never forget. I wish you were here to grow with me, and share life with me. I know that being apart will give us time to do what we got to do. Ill miss you so much, you will always be my "brop"-inside joke. You will be the fire of my inspiration, the beat inside my heart, my one and only, and i thank God i met you. So as we are apart, i hope you continue to grow as a person, even though you are so amazing the way you are. I hope you keep following your dreams, because everytime i hear you play your music, i see your potential, you will go far with that passion. I never new true emotion until i met you, and even if you do find someone new, i hope you are happy, because thats all i ever wanted for you, even if it meant me out of the picture. So as you continue your life, ill continue mines, and if i were to find someone, i know that youd be happy for me. Good byes are so bittersweet. So i wont leave with a goodbye, You are the greatest friend, the most amazing person ive ever met. Till that day our hearts meet...i shall say these last words to you and hope you keep it in your heart, i love you.

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paraparkplan — 2008-08-30T07:01:38Z

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paraparkplan — 2008-08-30T07:01:22Z

WhErE dO i WaNt To Be!!!!

paraparkplan — 2008-08-25T12:34:00Z

Buzznet has been awesome the 1st time i ever came here,
i mean the people were nice and i enjoyed loggin on everyday and seeing

NEW MESSAGES
NEW NOTES
NEW PICTURE COMMENTS

YADDA YADDA

seeing as flames turn to dust, i am seriously considering staying away for a while,
just until i feel comfortable coming back.
Its not the same, i mean now people usually talk to me to ask for picture comments,
or me to make signs for them.
I feel as if im only here for them and not for myself.

Theres no doubt that ive made amazing friends here.
Losing the bond between us had been hard for me. There are many friends here
i want to hold on to.

So i may consider coming back to buzznet, only if and when i do come back that
it feels as real as it did when i 1st came here.

Ill be checking back from time to time,
so until then ADIOS.

If I were to come back, youd see a new journal with a wierd title like
"HERES JOHNNY"
or
"THE COMEBACK"
aha

TeChNoLoGiC!! i dont know what that is hahaha

paraparkplan — 2008-08-25T12:28:15Z

TeChNoLoGiC!! i dont know what that is hahaha

paraparkplan — 2008-08-25T12:27:05Z

Fuck this,.,

paraparkplan — 2008-07-28T10:16:36Z

stop the fuckin drama, and he said she said, and wanting to kill yourself fuck. and the i hate my life crap. Maybe thats the reason i dont come here anymore. cuz some people are so ignorant and immature they want the pity of others, and what i hate alot is online fights, damn it you shouldnt be fightin if you let somone online get inside your head, it just shows how weak you are. Dont bitch at me bout this, i really dont care.

Im SoRrY...

paraparkplan — 2008-07-20T05:10:23Z

for not bein on as much, im just really lazy .... sorry again.

F*ck Buzznet!!

paraparkplan — 2008-06-12T19:01:30Z

Damn everything is not how it used to be, everyone doesnt talk to me, and i really dont care anymore i hate the drama and fakes, and im savin my pics and vids and journals saturday and im outta here Gaby u got my msn, ill be on alot so just me and u can talk so cya everybody nice knowing ya but im gone, (like anyones gonna read this except Gaby)

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